I’m so tired of bull shit. Beg and plead until I’ve undone all my pride, just to reveal I have that level of care and concern in my heart for you. Attempt to reason, then I’m confined to your unforgiving nature. When and where is my abuse an issue? Do you penalize me for extracting myself from these situations, even though I’d shown my mistakes, repayment and countless unneeded apologies to you? When you love someone with such intensity, you don’t take advantage, you appreciate. If you leave, I’ll hope someone admires true passion and thoughtfulness. You will be so easily admired, but maybe you would look back and see what you’ve ignored. Dear lord, I hope you can realize this.
i hate that i literally cant tell if im ugly or not and i cant tell if im really fat or just like kinda fat i literally cant tell and sometimes ill be like “im just being dumb im pretty good looking” and then ill be like “wow im being so egotistical i definitely look like shit what am i talking about” like i just…. dont know and it bothers me so much cos it’s something i can’t understand